My biggest fear.. Hmm. I honestly don’t know. Maybe you can say it’s being alone. Being alone is a good thing at times because you may get your mind off of things. Although, when alone that’s when all the thoughts and emotions you have or had begin to approach your mind from good and bad. But in general being alone without friends wouldn’t be a good feeling. I wouldn’t want to be secluded, abandoned or companion-less. I believe everyone deserves someone or something there for them. No one deserves to be alone, or left behind. Well, that’s just me and my opinion.
Someone you recently met or know on a superficial level will overreact to something you say or do. This person will do so in a way that makes you uncomfortable and perhaps even angry. You will see a side of this individual that surprises you - perhaps a volatile, superior, controlling, or arrogant side. This person may have a sense of entitlement or may come across as arrogant. Being a kind and understanding Moonchild, you may be tempted to give him/her a second chance or the benefit of the doubt. But you may be better off steering clear of such a person. Life is too short to deal with mean people.
In “The Scarlet Letter,” a novel that was published in 1850, the main character Hester Prynne has an adulterous affair. As punishment and to identify her as the fallen woman that she is considered to be, she is ordered to wear a scarlet letter “A” sewn into her clothing. The “A” stands for adulteress. Yet her lover receives no such punishment, even though we all know it takes two to tango. You are punishing yourself for something now that wasn’t all your fault, and while you don’t have to wear a scarlet letter, you are suffering from the guilt. Let it go. If you’ve learned a lesson, you’ve already made amends.
I’ve noticed something. You always miss that person who’s been such an asshole to you. The one who fucked you over, but yet you still want them to be apart of your life for the time being. Why? Because they gave you a reason to fight. A chance to become stronger. A reason to not let anyone step all over you anymore. Most of all, they helped open your eyes on what you really deserve in life.
Hmm, well crushes? It’s not necessarily a crush, you can say a thing. A thing that I always have for this person since forever. But you can say I crush a lot. I tend to think many people are cute, you know “eye candy” :] Hehe, know what i’m sayin. But there is this one guy that for some reason always catches my attention. We are great friends, but I’m not sure if we can ever be more than that. I feel as if we’ll or shall I say I will always be in that friend zone. It’s funny though because I always mess around with my friends talking about my boyfriends #1, #2, and #3. HeeeHee :D I can’t help that my imagination always kicks in.
i keep on starting to type a post , then i erase it.
start again, write a few lines, erase it.